Have you ever had a sign from God? Or him speaking to you? I have. i have grown up in a christian home all my life. i accepted him into my life at a young age, but i still had my doubts and worries. my biggest worry was that God was going to leave me, that he finally realized that i wasnt good enough and i wasnt worth the time. in middle school i went to conference with my church called believe. they talked about how God was never going to leave that he would always be there. i told my friend my worry crying. and she told at me and said when i wanted to kill myself when i was younger i thought God had left me i felt alone, but he didnt in my darkest and weakest moment, the moment when i messed he revealed himself to me. and he never left me. he will never leave you.

i knew that God would never leave me, but from then on i started to believe it. in my darkest time when i felt like he had left i knew he was there which made me cry out even more begging for forgiveness.

after that i had been having lots of friend issues and i felt really alone. on night i had had a really bad day, i was praying to God talking to him about it, but i felt empty. i didnt feel his presence there. i hadnt for a while. i felt like he was ignoring me. i knew he was there. i cried out. God please i know you are there but please show me or give me a clue that you are here and you are listening, because i feel alone and i feel like you arent listening. i closed my eyes and everything went dead silent for a few seconds and in those seconds i heard a whisper. a whisper i cant explain but i knew it was God. he said I AM HERE! i started crying. from tht day on and now i still feel his presence with me when i pray.

i thank God and his amazing things he has and still is doing in my life. i am blessed to have him in life and to be surrounded with such goood friends and family who help me through and hard times. i love them and most important i love God!